Jul. 13th, 2005

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Get a fucking grip. Be intelligent. I know neither of these are likely in the near future, but I feel the need to rage against the dying of the light. I know that what's happening will eventually be for the best, but right now it sucks for all involved. Don't make it worse. Right, sorry, that's not gonna happen, I forgot. Sadly, I realize that telling you to do something as relatively easy as "don't make it worse" is way too vague and impossible.

I truly am sorry that your life sucks right now. You didn't sign up for this, and it hurts, and I can feel compassionate towards you for that. However, I truly believe you could be handling this a teeny bit better. Also, I wish I had the same response to stress that you do - significant weight loss. Don't get too unhealthy, okay? *sigh*
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My life is going relatively well. My job has gotten better (at least the atmosphere), due to a major irritant leaving. Otherwise, it's a year-rond job with predictable busy and not-busy seasons, and we're busy now. I need to keep myself focused and do the job at hand, and give a bit more respect to my supervisor, even if I don't like her interpersonal style. I need to not procrastinate on handing in reports. All this is do-able, and work is not stressing me as much as is has in the past.

Interpersonally, things are going great (IMO). I've spent quite a bit of time with [livejournal.com profile] thurinnin lately: seen movies, eaten meals, hung out with friends and relatives, read quietly, done dishes, slept, not-slept (sometimes really loudly), all sorts of things that are good and par for the course. On my end, things are good. He is a good part of my life. I've gotten to spend time with friends near and far, and will continue to spend time with friends throughout the summer. I've been keeping up with my siblings, which makes me happy, though I need to actually talk with my younger bro when he's awake and not at work.

My apartment makes me happy: I've decluttered a little, though this mostly is in the clothing department. Due to the previously-mentioned visiting friends, my fridge is not well stocked and I have lots of canned goods I intend to make into ready-to-eat meals, but that hasn't happened yet. My car isn't stressing me out, the weather is very tolerable lately, and I'm in relatively good health.

My stressors are mainly external these days. They reached a critical point a little while ago, but I've gotten better. I have some things I need to start doing (pursuing going back to grad school, ugh), so I need to generate a good, productive level of stress about that. I, myself, am doing well. I lose track of that sometimes, in light of the lives I'm touching.

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