~/If I go crazy then will you still call me Superman? ~/

I hear that song rarely, but I really like it.

I had a moment at work that was ... difficult. I was overcome with ... sadness or futility or despair, and I was talking with B and mentioned the bare thought of what was worrying me, and she looked at me with wide-open eyes and stillness, and I stood there silently for a moment as tears slowly gathered, and walked out and back to my office, trying to regroup. I got in, started looking through paperwork, and heard my door close as she touched my shoulder. I gave a start; I truly didn't know if she'd come in. I didn't mean to do this at work. She held me for a moment as I let a few tears out. We talked briefly, got me back onto safer emotional ground, and I laughed as she said "are you okay?" before going back to her office. I'll be fine. It was a combination of a situation in limbo and not enough resources (food, sleep). Limbo is hard.

~/I'll keep you by my side with my superhuman might - Kryptonite. ~/

Seriously considering calling in sick tomorrow. I'm a bit congested but it's more of a mental health day. Hmmmm.... very very possible. yeah right. oh come on, it could happen! Yes, but will you? .....okay, I think I have things to do during the day aside from catch up on sleep... fuck it, I'm supposed to get a comp day once a month and I missed it in February...