Dream interp.
Jul. 4th, 2005 02:27 pmIt was my sister, and me. I was the younger person trying to get me to do things for myself. She was the one in the backseat who didn't actually seem to do anything for me but be moral support, sort of. She helped me out before the dream started, and didn't do anything for the rest of it. When I took myself somewhere where I could be safe and paid attention to, and got to relax, she came in royally pissed off and made me feel like crap, so much so that after I woke I was freaked out and worried that someone had called me and needed me. It was 2:50 AM, and I checked my phone to see if my sister had called. In the dream, it had been my best friend, but awake, I thought my sister needed something. That should've clued me in it was obviously not the person I saw, even though I know that the visual aspect of a person in one's dream doesn't mean you're thinking of that person. It's all representational.
This could be an overstatement, but it was my dream, and that's how it played out.
What is my problem with sounding or being irrational? Every time I write something, and I state a strong opinion or make a statement that doesn't precisely correlate with facts, I slap myself for being irrational. I wonder if that's bad for me. Fucking duh, idiot. Maybe it's not good? Ya. Everyone's allowed to be irrational sometimes, especially if it's just with yourself.
This could be an overstatement, but it was my dream, and that's how it played out.
What is my problem with sounding or being irrational? Every time I write something, and I state a strong opinion or make a statement that doesn't precisely correlate with facts, I slap myself for being irrational. I wonder if that's bad for me. Fucking duh, idiot. Maybe it's not good? Ya. Everyone's allowed to be irrational sometimes, especially if it's just with yourself.