Update: post-travel.

The traveling went well. I kinda wish I hadn't spent so much mental energy on it before-hand. We got along just fine; I won't let the relationship go to shit, and I won't let him do it either. I got over the 'changing the plan' thing, and once we got to the hotel, I got to watch my Netflix DVD on his little portable DVD player Thursday evening when he went to sleep. Heck, we got in around 11, and I was done by 12:30. Getting up at 7 was no biggie to finish the trip in 2 more hours or so.

I haven't had major introspection, but I have tried to be more aware of my behaviour this week, not letting misdeed or miscommunication stand, calling myself on stupid stuff.

What I need most of all to develop this year is self-discipline. There are things I feel I need to do in my life that I haven't had the self-discipline to do. Goddammit, I need to fix that already.